CHOICES



Where are you headed for today? Before you dressed or finally leave the house, think of this question. It might be good to just look and see. We are already in the second to the last month of the year. So where are we headed? Where is your life taking you? Or where are you taking your one God-given life? When trials come your way, what do you do? Do you complain? Do you find an easy way out to escape the hardship? Do you panic yet pretend you are in control? What happens when you find yourself in a series of unfortunate events? Do you feel cursed or punished? Or do you now become a curse or punishment to the people around you? Times like this, we can easily yield to blaming others, to God and to ourselves. As if the world has ended and there is nothing we can do. Lord, sometimes I feel my life is moving so fast. In the rush and flash of my every day, may I keep track of way. May the paths I take lead me to your way. Deciding for a new path to take is not an easy task to do. I came to a point where I was a really confused on which should I prioritize. So many choices, so many plans but some can't be realized because of so many reasons. Reasons that are unfair and things that can't be done because of the idea that I am being confined just because I am a girl. I've almost thought of  becoming rebellious and to which suicide has already been an option. It made me very mad and hopeless. I got mad to some people who stand against my goals but maybe looking at the bright side of it might be a good idea. If all these trials comes to pass, I just hope that soon enough no one will interfere me and that everything will be okay as planned. Although there can never be short-cuts and that we all dwell to sacrifice or give up things for the sake of someone or something, certainly there will come a time that everything will be okay. I still believe in my dreams and I've planned it for so many times with a humble and reasonable confidence in my own powers. Soon no one will rain on my parade and I will find true happiness, freedom and success.  As long as I don't give up and remain carrying this conviction in myself, in that moment I know that very sooner my plans will become a reality. Nothing is ever hopeless  when we lose our way. God's grace comes to us. His light enters our path and are turned around. I know God will help me all through out.



God is faithful. He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, He will also provide a way out so you can stand up under it. 1st Corinthians 10:13


Lord, thank you so much for your reassuring presence in my life. In moments of fear and doubt, you are my strength. You are by my side. Help me Lord, I want to be faithful to you too. Amidst being confronted with all these vulnerability, as long as I live the journey continues. I will soon be very close to the finish line and I will have the last laugh.